I'm coming back.

Life is too short, yet so beautiful.

There have been many situations in my life which can be classified as difficult.
One in particular was a period of running my own biz. Yet, there is a caveat: some situations were not under my control and others were under my control. 

And the hardest situation was when my biz failed. I felt so down and locked myself for one week. However, in a moment of realization that I would be able to change the situation by changing my attitude towards it, was a breakthrough. 

And one of the most important things that help me to fight back against my hardest situation was my Beautiful Girlfriend. Whenever I think about her, I know that she is waiting for me because I promised to marry her next year (2016). I cannot let her down. I need to become a strong man and fought back against my hardest situation.

Without failure, no one understands the value of success.

My girlfriend and I knew each other over 3 years; and in November 2015 is our 3rd anniversary. And here I am.. I am coming back for her. I can’t wait to see her in our 3rd year anniversary. And will show her “What inside the box” lolz…

I will fly to meet her in our 3rd year anniversary. yeAy!!!! ♡♡♡♡

Am I really changeable?

It has been few months since our last talking.. and she may wondering where m gone and why I''m so changed. Please allow me to brief what behind the changed...

To begin with, I established my own biz a month after I left my job... During that time I got lots of pressure but I couldn't tell her coz I didn't want her to worry about me since she was also busy and been sick as well (I'm sure that if she was me, she'd do the same thing... she didn't want me to worry abt her.. she's a strong woman... and she's my superWOMAN). Unfortunately, my biz wasn't success and I felt completely down.

So, what really CHANGED?

• Accepted failure: I accepted the failure, but I will never let failure stop me.
• I Stood-up and fight again: without failure no one understanding the value of success
• Less talk, more action and keep calm

Even though, I have changed lots, but I’m sure that one thing will never change is my LOVE for you. When I say I love you, it’s with all my heart. You have my word always and forever... till the end of time. I love you so much huni. I'm all yous.

Why Am Disappeared?

Time flies so fast.. Now it's been over a year that I quit my previous job. There were lots of questions have been asked from people who around me, especially my beloved girlfriend. 

She was asking me, "Why did I leave my job since I said that my future will be bright if I worked there?" and she kept asking me, "What will I do after I quit my job?" I told her once before I quit my job that I wanna run my own biz... But when she asked me, "What are you doing nowadays?" I told her that I just sleep and eat. And she kept asking me again and again but I gave the same answer instead of telling her the truth. Well, it was a joke to tell her that I just sleep and eat without doing anything. So I tried to hide her what I was actually doing. It wasn’t nice to lie her like that. The thing was that I wanted surprise her when I'm successful. So I tried to hide her what I was actually doing.

Unfortunately, I ran my own businesses and it failed. I completely felt so down since I lost everything. I couldn’t tell my beloved girlfriend what actually happened to me.  I didn’t want to see her worry coz I know that I was sick and also busy.

I was so down and locked myself for a week… I felt like I’m drowning and floating in the air... and sometimes I also felt like floating on the sea without direction.

However, during my difficult situation… I was always thinking about my beloved girlfriend who always motivates and encourages me, and especially the promised that I will marry her next year (2016). The promised to marry her next year is motivated me to stand-up fighting for the success again. So I decided to disappear for a few months to recover the lost and make thing better.

Now, here I am… I’m coming back. And I wanna tell her everything.